Of threats and desperation.

I've never been threatened all my life before until yesterday. It was a big threat filled with terror and desperation. It electrocuted me with fear and drove me to tears. I didn't dare to take any chance. All because she's someone of higher authority and a mad devil who means what she says. I'm nothing but a small fry at her mercy. What can I do but to bow to her wants.

I hate it when I've to say the nicest things against my will to her. I felt like throwing myself off the window next to her after hearing all the words like "I appreciate what you've done, blah blah blah.." coming out of my own mouth. Arrrrgh, I hate my mouth.

For all the drama that has happened, thank god! It'll be over soon. 8 weeks. I wanna press the fast forward button. Or better still, erase off this last episode. We'll have a clean start all over again. :)